Saturday, January 13, 2007

Daily Diary - Darwinistic

And late.

This crud keeps getting worse. Skipped a dose of Phenavent (brand name: Entex) and by this afternoon, head felt like it weighed a thousand pounds. Tried Coricidan. Hah.

I understand some idiotic kids (these days, yes, I'm getting old as hell) are using it to get high and hallucinogenic. (Dude! This med will freakin' kill you if you do. Try another... geez, whatever happened to hooking up with a friendly neighborhood dealer and taking real drugs? I mean, if you're going to do it, do it right slacker! Support third world countries, not pharmaceutical giants, heh.)

Anyways, it sure ain't effective against this crud. Went back to the Phenavent and breathing easier now. Maybe I'll find something better tomorrow. So hard to find a good OTC decongestant these days since so many have changed their formula because of stupid, slack-ass kids so rebellious and brave enough to endanger their lives with cooked up meth (from Sudafed) and DMX, but not so brave and rebellious enough to chance good, choice street drugs which might get them busted and released into juvy but won't, in all likelihood, kill their stupid asses. That, my friend, is not in the interests of your friendly neighborhood capitalistic drug dealer. Cuts into their profits to kill their customers.

Whatever. It's Darwinism at work.

What a segue. Mastocytosis, when you come down to it, is Darwinism at work too, only in the opposite reaction with the same potential results. Our bodies immune system, designed to keep us alive at all costs, is in maximum overdrive, basically killing us in an attempt to keep us alive. What a joke.

Life is truly absurd. What could be better proof of evolution if not this? For any intelligent designer would surely not have designed this.

Anyways. The myalgia is extreme today, but not as extreme as it was last night. I can walk and move okay, but it's killing me just to sit here. Yep, you got it. Today, the myalgia is worst at rest while yesterday it was worse at movement. You go figure. My head's too full of crud.

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